Stuck in the dark

I didn't wanna lose you. Leave you with a broken heart. But wherever we are, we're miles apart, I know that we tried.

11 months and 10 days
It took fate 11 months and 10 days to put us in the same place at the right time.
I didn't see you clearly. I just saw that hat you always wear. With your earphones on. Not talking to anybody.
I was right across the street where you and your friends were having some drinks.
You were seated facing the soon to open restaurant that I was in.
I know you saw me before I saw you.

First time I saw you after the break-up. How does it feel?
I don't know either. I can't feel anything. I'm numb or something.
I ignored unknown voices I heard from where you were. I guess that was your friends trying to get my attention.
I just can't look at you. I can't have you looking at me while I'm looking at you.
I know that I wouldn't be able to take it. I can't take looking at your eyes and see what I have done.
But why the fuck am I waiting for you to text me?

I know. I suck.
I ended it. I have no right to feel this way.
I have no right to say that my heart is still broken.
I have no right to even say all these things because I was the one who ended this right?

 But this is the last goodbye

Annual curse broken

Thursday night, my high school friends and I decided to go out and have a belated birthday celebration for Kate. I went straight to MOA from work. Thank God for the Mckinley - MOA shuttle. Hassle free commute. Lol

As usual, I was the last one to get there. We walked along the seaside and decided to eat the Charaptor. It was a BBQ all you can restaurant. I think it was around P700 per person. It was a fun experience. I always love cooking at eat all you can buffet like this and Vikings and Yakimix. It makes me feel like I could really cook.

Two of  my ride or die girls

Two of my ride or die boys lol

Will always love these guys. They treat me like a princess lol

Jelo shots lol

MOA's Eye

First time to ride a Ferris Wheel lol

It was a fun night. A night full of laughs and story telling.
I just know that these guys will be with me forever. They accept me for who I am and I am not.
Hindi na kami once a year kung magkita. Finally. Hahaha.

Lucky's

Last Thursday, my ex-team mates from Best Buy - AppDev decided to have a mini get together before they all move to Cubao later this week and I'm gonna move to Eastwood by the following week. We will all be leaving Mckinley.. lol. Sepanx. I'm gonna miss them so bad. They were the first people in my corporate life, they inspired me to pursue this career. I wouldn't forget them. Ever.

We were supposed to go eat at Banapple but we didn't get reservations and there are a lot of people. We went to Lucky's instead. The place was cozy. Meals' price range is around P120 to P250 which is a very good deal because the food was awesome.

With Kate. This girl is such an inspiration. 

This was what the boys ordered

Resty and Paul

This was Kate's

This was mine

Over all, we were satisfied. It was budget friendly and it tasted so good.
We will surely come back next time.

Riot House 1st Birthday

Credits to Black Market Manila's Official Photographer

Last Saturday was Black Market's 1st anniversary.
Black Market is an underground industrial warehouse style club.
If you've been reading my past posts, I went here several times already.
Music is awesome, the crowd is amazing, UNLIMITED drinks - Draft beer, Rum Coke, Vodka Sprite -  for Php 600.
Believe me, when it says unlimited, it's unlimited. Well, for the night it is.
I went around 10 pm with Carl and Darwin. And yeah, I got drunk. As usual.
I can hardly remember anything at all. All of it was a blurred memory.
I remember bits of it but not the entire thing.
But I know that Carl and Darwin successfully cockblocked me for the whole night.
Well, not until they were busy taking pictures, I was left alone and these two guys, that I can't barely remember, were introducing themselves to me but of course, my friends, without hesitations and while the other one was still introducing himself, dragged me away.
No worries about that though. They said those weren't my type anyway. Lol
Overall, it was a fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun night spent with two of the best guys in my life.
Got so wasted but still felt so secure and got home safe.

Cockblockers forevs but I still love these two

Because we're in love with the coco