What's worse than a getting a heartache is creating your own heartache.
It's that feeling of knowing that it can end anytime or that it just can stop one day without any warning at all.
You don't even know what to do, or what to say, or how to deal with it.
No matter how much you try to stop, you always end up going.
You always end up saying, "I'm waaaaaaaaay in too deep, man"
Sounds like the same old Erisse I thought I left behind.
The difference is I can't even blog about this new chapter because I'm too scared to even open myself to that chapter of my life.
I should maybe give it more time, and if this lasts, then I'll blog about it next month.
Hoping for the best, expecting the worst.
It's that feeling of knowing that it can end anytime or that it just can stop one day without any warning at all.
You don't even know what to do, or what to say, or how to deal with it.
No matter how much you try to stop, you always end up going.
You always end up saying, "I'm waaaaaaaaay in too deep, man"
Sounds like the same old Erisse I thought I left behind.
The difference is I can't even blog about this new chapter because I'm too scared to even open myself to that chapter of my life.
I should maybe give it more time, and if this lasts, then I'll blog about it next month.
Hoping for the best, expecting the worst.
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