I hate people who lead other people on.
I don't know why they do it. I think they are selfish, self-centered, attention seeking douchebags/bitches.
I mean, if you don't like a person, don't make them feel like you're into them or that they have a chance on you. It's just so fucking wrong.
I know no one wants to be lead on, so why do some people do it?
I had my fair share of some guys "liking" me. (cmon, I'm not that ugly. *sad puppy eyes*)
I never ever ever lead someone on. It's more the other way around for me. I'm always the one being lead on. Lol
But I'm not ashamed of it.
Why would I be ashamed of it? It's not my fault that the person I liked lead me on. It's his self-issues or maybe he just liked the chase.
People who lead other people on deserves to be alone.
They deserve to rot in hell. Alone.
So, guys & gals, let's play a fair game.
Don't give someone false hope. Don't even give them half the hope.
If you aren't 100% into it then get the fuck out of it.
Don't give the pathetic "I don't wanna hurt him/her" excuse because it's fucking pathetic. Like beyond pathetic. Do you think it won't hurt when he/she knew that you're leading them on?
Telling someone the truth, no matter how it hurts, is better than prolonging the lies and making them believe that they have a chance.
Don't wait for karma to punch you to wake up.
Grow some balls and make up your mind, kids.
// Disclaimer: Not really into this kind of situation. I just felt like blogging about it. Lol//
Friday, December 11, 2015
Sunday, November 29, 2015
There is always hope
Am I in love with you or am I in love with the feeling?
I don't know how many times I wished what I and someone have could last.
And yes, I'm guilty of deleting a few recent blog posts just because they make my heart ache reading them and how I was so in love and happy and hopeful that it will work.
I mean, it was a mutual decision. It wasn't working. & that's when I lost faith in long distance relationships.
But fate is very tricky that even if I wasn't even looking, it continues to make someone walk into my life and give me hope that this time it will work and be really worth it.
Thursday, October 22, 2015
Shake it like a polaroid picture
I have been itching to buy an Instax camera for months now.
I just like how old school it is and how instant I can get the photos.
I was about to buy a Fujifilm Instax Mini 8 but decided against it because it's too common and I found out about Fujifilm Instax Wide 210/300. Plus the 99 x 62mm picture size was one of the things that made me interested in it.
So, impulsive me decided to buy the Wide 300 weeks ago in Lazada. Bought it for Php 6, 650. Got it delivered the other night. Tested it last night.
Buying the Wide films at the mall is a struggle. Most films available are for Instax Mini.
As I've said, I tested it last night.
The left picture was my first shot. Mistakenly adjusted the lens to 3m to infinity. That's why it's blurry and too bright, overexpose. But, still, it looks good.
Right picture was my second try, used the close-up lens adapter, with a 90cm to 3m focus. Perfect for selfies! Hahaha I love it!
I just like how old school it is and how instant I can get the photos.
I was about to buy a Fujifilm Instax Mini 8 but decided against it because it's too common and I found out about Fujifilm Instax Wide 210/300. Plus the 99 x 62mm picture size was one of the things that made me interested in it.
So, impulsive me decided to buy the Wide 300 weeks ago in Lazada. Bought it for Php 6, 650. Got it delivered the other night. Tested it last night.
Buying the Wide films at the mall is a struggle. Most films available are for Instax Mini.
As I've said, I tested it last night.
The left picture was my first shot. Mistakenly adjusted the lens to 3m to infinity. That's why it's blurry and too bright, overexpose. But, still, it looks good.
Right picture was my second try, used the close-up lens adapter, with a 90cm to 3m focus. Perfect for selfies! Hahaha I love it!
Found this useful Fujifilm Instax Wide 300 review. ☺
Sunday, September 20, 2015
Timeless
All your love is was all I ever known
Last night was an interesting night.
I went to my friend's brother's birthday and my ex was there.
It was the first time we were in the same place after the break-up.
I didn't expect anything. I didn't expect him to say hi but he did.
And as the night got deeper, he even sat beside me.
It was a bit awkward for me, considering how we parted ways.
And out of nowhere, he asked me if I have a boyfriend. I said yes.
He asked where he is. I said it's long distance.
I didn't ask if he has a girlfriend because I don't even wanna know.
But still, he said it. He said he has a girlfriend and it was complicated.
Then, later on, I don't even know how he opened up about the break-up.
He said that I caught him off guard when I said I thought we broke up 2 weeks ago.
That's when I finally had the chance to explain to him my side.
How it was for me when we broke up, and I guess, I hope he understood it.
I closed the topic with an "At least okay ka na, okay na ko. It was all for the better" and he replied with a "Hindi din." while looking at me with those sad eyes.
I can't help but feel sad because I know everything was so hard. But I can't help to notice that I don't feel anything new with him. It all felt familiar, safe, and shit. It frightened me how familiar it felt.
I know he was trying to read me, assess how I was feeling.
I can't count how many times he said "Kilala kita." and "Dati naman..." and shits like that.
He even told me to fix my hair, guess he wasn't a fan of my curly hair. Lol
It was like he was telling me how much I changed and I was still the same me at the same time.
Overall, last night was for the better.
It was the closure we both needed. Actual closure.
When he walked me home, when we were about to part ways, I didn't know what I was supposed to do. Should I give him a fist bump or a high five or a hug? But typical me said, "Di ko alam" then he laughed then said "Di mo alam. Haha lika nga dito" and he hugged me.
It was a breathe of fresh air.
I guess, now, we can be friends. No odd feeling anymore. Bittersweet.
Last night was an interesting night.
I went to my friend's brother's birthday and my ex was there.
It was the first time we were in the same place after the break-up.
I didn't expect anything. I didn't expect him to say hi but he did.
And as the night got deeper, he even sat beside me.
It was a bit awkward for me, considering how we parted ways.
And out of nowhere, he asked me if I have a boyfriend. I said yes.
He asked where he is. I said it's long distance.
I didn't ask if he has a girlfriend because I don't even wanna know.
But still, he said it. He said he has a girlfriend and it was complicated.
Then, later on, I don't even know how he opened up about the break-up.
He said that I caught him off guard when I said I thought we broke up 2 weeks ago.
That's when I finally had the chance to explain to him my side.
How it was for me when we broke up, and I guess, I hope he understood it.
I closed the topic with an "At least okay ka na, okay na ko. It was all for the better" and he replied with a "Hindi din." while looking at me with those sad eyes.
I can't help but feel sad because I know everything was so hard. But I can't help to notice that I don't feel anything new with him. It all felt familiar, safe, and shit. It frightened me how familiar it felt.
I know he was trying to read me, assess how I was feeling.
I can't count how many times he said "Kilala kita." and "Dati naman..." and shits like that.
He even told me to fix my hair, guess he wasn't a fan of my curly hair. Lol
It was like he was telling me how much I changed and I was still the same me at the same time.
Overall, last night was for the better.
It was the closure we both needed. Actual closure.
When he walked me home, when we were about to part ways, I didn't know what I was supposed to do. Should I give him a fist bump or a high five or a hug? But typical me said, "Di ko alam" then he laughed then said "Di mo alam. Haha lika nga dito" and he hugged me.
It was a breathe of fresh air.
I guess, now, we can be friends. No odd feeling anymore. Bittersweet.
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