Sunday, April 20, 2014

A post full of hope

I came to the conclusion that he won't come back anymore. And now, I can say that I am finally awake. And this is reality.

Someday I'll find someone who will not get tired and will not give up when times get rought. Someone who will laugh with me when times are bad. Someone not perfect but fit to me.

Few old flames are coming back and some new flames are coming my way. But.. Wala eh. I am not there. I am not yet in the phase na naghahanap agad. Process of moving on pa. And if he, whoever he is, is the one for me. He will stay or come at the right time. The right time when my heart is ready to love again.

I may cry or feel angry for the next few days but I know.. I know that I will be okay. Hope you guys are okay too! x

Saturday, April 19, 2014

The last time

Happy easter, bunnies! ��

Today is my last day. Last day of sulking, feeling shit and hoping. Sabi ko diba, after holy week okay na ko. Promise.

And just in case I relapse, I will make a letter to myself reminding me not to go back. Let's move forwaaaaard now. So many fishes in the sea. So many opportunities waiting.  Don't waste it, Jan Erisse.

Have a nice day! x


Friday, April 18, 2014


12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone but I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again. And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight coz you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer.

Fix me. x